Christmas Morning!

Now that I’m an adult, nothing is sweeter than getting to sleep in (and take a shower!) before starting Christmas Morning festivities. Compound that with a daughter who’s still a little confused about the time change and wants to wake up at 5:30am (oof!) and I couldn’t have been happier to take my time getting ready.

Spoiler alert, I wasn’t born in 1997. But my cute little sister was.

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I can’t forget her new baby. She is such a mom to her. I being the awesome mom in this relationship already lost the doll’s bottle, so my parents swooped in and saved the day. 
Merry Christmas you guys! I hope you had a beautiful morning, wherever you are. We’ll be enjoying presents, cheese ball + Joel the Lump of Coal till the sun goes down. Which is 2:43pm today, in case you were wondering.


A Surprise Trip Home to Alaska

Surprise! We didn’t go to California for the holidays, and truth be told, that wasn’t ever the plan. The real plan I had to keep quiet for a few months now, with the help of my mom, to surprise my sisters and dad. Which was harder than I thought.

The closer the trip got I knew there was something we had to get through first — 6+ hours on the plane with our toddler. More than once I lamented the fact that I wasn’t still nursing. I mean, how easy would that be? It sure made flying with Paityn when she was 4 months easy. But I’m not, so this go round we had to get a little more creative, while still relying on food as a distraction. Obviously.

What We Packed

I researched a bit online of tips and tricks and things that are OK to take on the plane with your toddler, and then relied on what we hoped Paityn would love to fill in the rest.

Knowing we’d need to pack winter clothes we checked two bags leaving room in our carry on to include only things we’d need as we traveled. We brought with us a backpack filled with snacks, a few baby food pouches that TSA thankfully cleared, an empty sippy cup, a book full of stickers and Skullcandy headphones that fit Paityn on the smallest setting and when worn backwards. We also downloaded a handful of Daniel Tiger episodes from iTunes to our phones — which is just her jam. Then in our hands we carried her favorite baby and stuffed bear, blanket and the Ergo.

Our Experience
Wednesday morning we woke early to get ready, grab last minute things and right before we left Landon gave Paityn a sweet blessing to help her be comfortable and calm as we traveled on one of the busiest days of the year. Then off we went to my aunt’s house who had saved the day earlier that week and offered to take us to the airport.


From the start of our traveling experience till the end things went as ideal as I could’ve ever imagined. Getting through security was an absolute breeze — we didn’t even have to take our shoes off! We had the perfect amount of time to grab breakfast and some juice to fill up her cup. We resisted boarding early to minimize the time Paityn had to be stuck in a seat on the plane. When we did board we amazingly found that our trick of booking the window and aisle seat worked — no one had booked the seat in-between us. Do I get to call this a Christmas Miracle?

IMG_6672Our layover in Seattle was only an hour or so, but Paityn was spent, having not napped yet. She totally kept it together, but got a little weird. Running around with her tongue out and spinning in circles weird. We just went with it as best we could. Except for those few minutes where I was walking back to our terminal carrying lunch in my arms and she decided to sprawl out on the busy walkway floor and fuss. That was a little stressful.

Our Seattle to Fairbanks flight was my largest concern, it’s a solid 4 hours and even makes me antsy. Luckily Paityn passed out in Landon’s arms after take off (and after sticking stickers all up and down her arm) and stayed out for the next two hours. She spent the next two happily watching Daniel Tiger on our laps, having some snacks and just hanging out. Have I mentioned it just went ideal? We were so spoiled.

We touched down in Fairbanks a little before 4:30pm and were welcomed by pitch black outside and my mama waiting for us downstairs! On the short drive over we made a game plan of how to surprise my dad and sister — we decided on setting Paityn on our porch right outside the door, dinging the doorbell then running to hide. From around the corner we got to watch my dad turn on the porch light, open the door, and find Paityn just standing waiting on the other side. So sweet!

I can’t tell you how good it feels to be home. We’re enjoying an easy Christmas Eve all together, which is just what I hoped for. I’m calling this trip a success so far! But have to make this trip again in another 7 days, so if you have any extra tips, please feel free to leave them in the comments below!


Day 8: A Few Hours Left in Fairbanks //


“The sun hasn’t gone down once, how is this our last day already??” We said, on our last day in Fairbanks.

There were a few things left to do together as a family. Landon had been looking forward to the Alaskan garage sale phenomenon, I was ready to see the Farmer’s Market again and snag a hoodie, and we added in seeing the Alaskan Pipeline, a little dinner grocery shopping, a Beaver Sports huge sale, + two last squares of fudge.

And then, just like that, we were pulling up to the airport.

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We were on the very first nonstop flight from Fairbanks to Portland, but I think we should always be handed a flower when boarding a plane. It was a nice touch. I got to have Paityn in the Ergo flying home; her extra body heat was enough to help me pass out that entire flight.

We saw a dark sky at night out our isle window for the first time in a week for just a few minutes as we were waking up coming into Portland, and then just like that it was sunny again. Back to California life for the summer. Alaska, we’ll miss you, you trippy place.

Savage Alpine Trail | Denali National Park

We paid our $20 fee inside the Visitor’s Center, stopped and asked for a hike recommendation from the ranger on duty, and set off for the path. Considering how little effort went into selecting it, we got pretty lucky. That plus everything in Denali seems to be gorgeous. Here are photos from our afternoon in Denali National Park on the Savage Alpine Rock Trail:
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I was slowing down pretty terribly towards the top, silently considering calling it a day and turning around. Luckily Landon suggested to take her, and once we’d switched I was ready to hike Mt. Mckinley. We ran into a guy on top who was hiking around solo, so we took pictures for each other and headed back down while he continued on. The trail is a thru trail, instead of a loop, and though I’d like to say we turned around because it was getting dark, well, we both know that wasn’t the case. With the midnight sun, I can see us someday just going all through the night if they’d let us.

Back down at the car we packed back up, I nursed Paityn, toured around a bit more, then checked out Lynx Pizza for a dinner. [So good] With a two and half hour drive back home our Denali day ended up being a 12 hour day — left at 9am and returned just after 9pm.

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Denali National Park, Alaska

Friday morning Landon and I borrowed my parents’ RAV4 and ate homemade granola as we drove two hours south to Denali National Park. Does life get better?

This adventure, more than any other spot near my hometown, was what Landon was looking forward to seeing the most. I had grown up visiting Denali yearly with my family. As a family of 7, when the ticket lottery happened statistically once of us were bound to be drawn for a pass for all access into the park. During the busy summer season, from May til mid September, cars can only drive 15 miles into the park at which point you have to turn around, stop to play, or buy a ticket on a bus. But with our lottery ticket in hand, year after year we got to visit in mid September all the way to Wonder Lake, 85 miles in. As a young girl I dreamed of seeing giraffes, then once I got older I shot for just seeing a porcupine. I never understood the excitement my dad had for seeing wildlife. Now, knowing my grandpa more, I realize it runs in the family.

This visit, with Landon and Paityn, we chose to drive in the 15 miles and stop to play, or rather, hike. But let me back up.

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I did decide to split the two posts up so this one didn’t get too long, so follow along to part two HERE

Before I move on to the second half of the day, I wanted to end with saying how much I love Denali. There’s something special and exciting being up there. Though somethings have changed since I went as a young girl with my family, the memories are still beautiful to me. If you haven’t been, add Denali it to your bucket list for sure! Landon and I can’t wait to return to do + see more and more each time.



Day 4 & 5: Casual Days with the Family

We helped clean and organize a few rooms in parent’s house downstairs, no before/afters to post, next time! Explored Fairbanks more with Kyrsten: Riverboat, the -40°F chamber, Beaver Sports, && Take 5. Got falafel’s with my parent’s, and got to eat them in a cute hut outside in the rain. Grabbed drinks with Kyndra at CCH to talk, shopped with my parents, and played a new game all together once the girls were off work.

And then Thursday night Landon and I went for a date without Pait for the first time. Thanks Kyndra!We set off for a dinner date [a cute little cabin turned into restaurant] apparently too late. By the time we’d been seated and started off we were informed they were only serving desert at that point. So with desert as an appetizer we also checked out Boston’s for a cute sit-next-to-eachother cheese-free pizza date

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Casual + overcast, but not dark at night by a long shot. Even at 12:22 AM

Day 6: A Flooded Angel Rock’s Attempt

Kyrsten, our trusty adventure buddy this week, jumped in the car with us Thursday afternoon and off we went to hike Angel Rocks. By mile 36 Chena Hot Springs Rd, 13 miles away from where we still needed to go, we found a flooded over portion of the road. Kyrsten gets five billion E’s for effort for being willing to hike with us BTW. We watched a large pickup drive slowly and cautiously through, assessed how low to the ground my parent’s car was, and turned around.
We found a few adventures on the way home regardless, which may, in the end, have been more fun!

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Flooded over Chena Hot Springs Rd, you didn’t get us down one bit. With Landon as our trusty driver we found plenty to see and explore on our way home. There was something so sweet about being outside, surrounded by the same type of trees I’d walk through in elementary to school everyday. All my feelings about Fairbanks aside, this was home. 

And then when we got home all of our NASM gear was waiting for us. Two free backpacks + our big old textbooks. Time to get to work!

the North Pole + Murphy Dome | Alaska

Drizzling morning; Perfect conditions for a mini road trip with the family to North Pole. Fun fact: it’s south of Fairbanks.

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Despite the close proximity to Fairbanks, I can probably count on one hand the number of times I’d been to North Pole. Once after graduating I tagged the high school there with friends. And the other 3 times probably were to visit the Santa Clause House. Like the name sounds, is Christmas year round. You can find reindeer outdoors + ornaments galore indoors. I bypassed all of that and went straight for the fudge. Because, yum.

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Later that afternoon we went out with Matti + Tyler to play outside and explore a bit. We hiked around Murphy Dome, which had an amazing view, but by the time we turned around at early evening the mosquitoes were out of control. I would like to call that hike “When mosquitoes attack.” I just can’t even begin to paint the picture for you of us rushing back, hoods up, trying to save Paityn with just swarms and swarms surrounding us. It was bad. but beautiful! but bad.


Today was such a fun day. It felt so good to be showing Landon around even more spending time with my parents + sisters, and spending time with Matti.

Exploring Fairbanks | Alaska

Where’d we leave off?

Something like, “Welcome”, it might have said, “to the city of your childhood.” More to come of our adventures and time with my family in Fairbanks + beyond. yes?

Day 1 || Exploring Fairbanks with Landon + Kyrsten. Alaska Land / Pioneer Park, the River, Downtown + Lots of little shops

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Oh Fairbanks, it feels good to be home.


Paityn’s First Airplane Adventure

This winter, knowing that law school was quickly approaching and with it, very broke years ahead Landon and I started planning to visit my family in Alaska. I had flown home the Christmas after I had met him, but he hadn’t been home yet. We had just got to spend Spring Break with my parents + sisters so it felt good to be seeing them again so soon. Visiting family can feel easy to postpone, especially with the eternal perspective that we have — “oh we’ll be together forever, let’s see the world!”


Without any reservations about flying with a baby, we booked two tickets during the Alaska Airlines mileage sale. Her 4 month birthday was such a perfect time to fly, especially as a breastfeeding mama. I packed all of my favorite outfits for her, then fifteen more, and called it good. I knew we’d be able to grab diapers and wipes one we got there, and there weren’t any toys or books that she was attached to yet. The once thing we couldn’t forget were the Ergo carrier, that was the key to our success!

We drove down to Sacramento once Landon was off work, with Subway for dinner on the drive down, of course. We checked two suitcases and her car seat. Because Paityn is under two she flew for free as a lap infant. I know some mamas hope for an open seat on the flight so they’re able to buckle in their babe, but I wasn’t up for hauling a heavy seat all around the airport.

So it was just us, Paityn, the Ergo and a small purse when we boarded her first flight to Seattle. In my purse, that doubles as a baby bag, I packed keys, my wallet, diapers, wipes, an extra footie, an Aden + Anais swaddle, the Great Gatsby, and some MAC lipstick. And you know, when your babe is just 4 months old, and you breastfeed, that’s all it took!


We took advantage of boarding early on both flights, and everything went perfectly. The only hiccup we ran into was an overeager flight attendant trying to enforce a rule of having the Ergo unsnapped for takeoff. At that point Paityn was already asleep, and I wasn’t about to wake her up. With two fake unsnapping motions we avoided eye contact, and made friends with the other attendant. The flight from Seattle to Fairbanks seems to always be 30 degrees too cold, so I was grateful for her extra body as we cuddled up and all fell asleep for an hour or so.

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Going home is the best. I was bouncing up and down with excitement for days, weeks! When we arrived, at 1:30am, the midnight sun was out to greet us. “Welcome”, it might have said, “to the city of your childhood.” More to come of our adventures and time with my family in Fairbanks + beyond


Day 12 in Alaska/Oregon Bound

The last day in Fairbanks rushed, relaxed, chaotic, a symphony of “where’s my __” and a few too many tears coming out of my eyes for no reason. #newpregnancysymptoms

A beautiful off-to-college blessing was given from Dad to Kyndra, hugs and goodbyes, a security sensor set off [two metal rods], Kyndra realizing she’d left her iTouch… a sweet mother who sped back to the airport to run it up for her and then we were on our airplane next to a man who talks and flirts too much. and is way too proud of his new house, job, and Ivy League friends for a 40 year old.

the BabyMonkey app saved the day again for my boredom, along with Bon Iver, gorgeous views and well, that chatterbox of a man.

We grabbed dinner in Seattle, realized we missed Butter London being closed [dangit] and jumped on our next little plane to Medford sitting side by side. We got in right on time to be met by everyone right there in the airport. The REI baby hiking backpack for “Landon’s brother” didn’t even seem to raise an eyebrow!




Day 6-10 in Alaska

This is the point where reality started to hit; This vacation is not really a vacation. The stress was adding up. Ten days of trying to be the last one asleep was taking a toll, these sisters of mine like to read til the sun comes up. You know, if the sun actually set here. A typical night includes me I’ve  playing the app Baby Monkey on an iTouch til they’re all asleep and definitely in for the night.

Friday — Consisted of a fantastic appointment with my sister that I didn’t expect to ever have to have. I went in for a class at Infinite Yoga that evening to find my zen again. Except the instructor taught with the voice of a flight attendant, went on tangents of hip replacement surgery videos, and didn’t even play music. Let alone use gongs, incense or adjusted us… sucky. I just wanted a break.

Saturday —  A rainy day with a Subway lunch date, Kyndra getting told she lost her last shift at work, an impulsive shopping trip for K3+4 after a freshly cashed paycheck, getting her eyebrows hacked off, and late night watching Easy A. Because it’s a classic.Kelsey still won’t let me take pictures of her.

Sunday — Church again, where  I joined the girls for YW for the third hour despite begs to go home early, best lesson ever. Squeals that evening for 2 hours as we watched Emily tell Arie peaceout and say yes to Jef on the Bahelorette. And elaborate plans of everyone moving rooms til late into the night.

Monday –Woke up late as per usual due to these three little ones being straight night owls. Plan for the day: attack Kelsey’s room. Unfortunately she doesn’t believe in help. We took a break to go catch a movie; The Amazing Spider-Man won by unanimous vote, Andrew Garfield being the only reason. It’s cute, I don’t mind. By late that night the carpet in Kelsey’s room was visible in every corner once again so we were off to a late night Barnes & Noble run

Day 5 in Alaska!

I won’t even begin to write about last night… Worst. Night. Ever. We may end up on Alaska State Troopers now though, so there is that. Bonding time?

Today, we’re just taking it way easy. The weather’s cooperating, grey and a light drizzle. Kyndra, Kyrsten and I went to Lemon grass for Thai Food +  desert. I save you from all the o’s I want to add to the word so when describing just how yummy it was.  Kyrsten and I checked out AlaskaLand for a bit after getting super lost trying to find the mall. Embarrassing, I know. I need my iPhone back.


“If i could marry anythinggg, I would marry these mango slices!” — Kyrsten
they, were a hit.

Day 3 in Alaska

I’ve been wearing Abercrombie hoodies and listening to Forever the Sickest Kids. Combine that with being back in my parent’s house with these little sisters and it felt like I’d shaved off at least four years of my age. But then a few huge things happened, and I feel like a stressed out mom of three. By this afternoon, still full of worry, we went for an adventure. My fingers are crossed that the next 6 days will still be great

Old Elementary School Playground✓ [but not in the context that I had envisioned]
Fred Meyer ✓
Checkout downtown — during broad daylight hours✓